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It’s time to Begin…

Hieey there Magicals!

 

It’s been a minute – since I’ve last been on here.

Firstly I’d like to apologise for MIA-

I can firmly say that 2018 did not go well for me…a family tragedy occurred that has now left a scar to my soul…

That year I suffered from anxiety and depression. I thought I had it under control but honestly I was a mess..

Then January 2019 my biological dad passed away. The next month, February, I lost my step dad to cancer…

Just when I thought I could breathe a little –  our beloved  dog died of old age. Like what could get worse than this?

But it did- I suffered a miscarriage in May. I was about 6 weeks. Shattered can’t even describe the pain, hurt or disappointment that pierced my heart.

I began to question God. Why after trying to conceive for eight years?  How could He break my heart like this  for the second time?(this was my 2nd miscarriage) Will I ever experience the joys of pregnancy again?

I felt like I could never heal from the pain..

By this time I had gained so much of weight, cos I’m an emotional eater. I felt hopeless. I hated the way I looked. My social life was non existent by now.

I had migraines everyday and heartburn at night. My feet hurt if I walked a little, cos of how heavy I was. Gosh I literally hated myself.

Fast forward to now. I’ve learnt that every trial must come but also every trial has a purpose. I’ve learnt to stand firm in Christ Jesus and that He promises to walk with us in every dark moment…

Since taking control of my health I’ve lost close to 15kgs.  I still have a long way to go but I’m glad I’m not in that slump I found myself in. I feel great.

 

This  journey is not  only about fat loss but it’s also about self love. It’s not easy but it’s so worth it!

I thank you all for your support and love along the way. It’s time to begin…

My next post will probably be on how I started #my weightlossjourney  and steps I took to stay consistent.

Let me know in the comments if you’d love to know more about how I lost the weight.

Okay guys until next time

Stay Magical 💕

 

 

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